IRIS Holiday Remembrance Service / Mommy
Dear Abigail and Noah, Today was the Infants Remembered in Silence Holiday Remembrance Service at the Chapel of the Good Shephard. It was so beautiful. I decorated the chapel window with your pictures, clothes and teddy bears. All the other parents did the same. A lot of your family came today to honor your memory. We listened to bereaved parents read poems and sing songs. Each baby's name was read and we walked forward to light the candles in the front of the chapel. We received an angel for each of you. We bought memorial poinsettas and a memorial ornament for you both. Daddy read I'm Spending Christmas with Jesus This Year and I read Psalm 139. We listened to the song "To Where You Are." I just keep wishing I could just have one more day with the two of you - just one. One day to hold you and love you and let you both know how cherished you are. I love you my angels! Love, Mommy Close
Remembrance Service - All Souls Day Mass - Transfiguration Catholic Church / Mommy Read >>
Remembrance Service - All Souls Day Mass - Transfiguration Catholic Church / Mommy
Dear Noah, Tonight Daddy and I went to the Remembrance Mass at Transfiguaration Church. We were invited because we had lost you and your sister in this past year. The service began by Daddy and I lighting a candle for you and Abigail. Then we sang beautiful songs and each carried a flower up to a vase in the front of the church in remembrance of you both. Every November, Transfiguration sings the petitions and includes the names of all those who have died into them. So during that time they sang "Noah and Abigail Brandt Pray for Us" It brought tears to my eyes as the whole congregation sang in response to your names. Daddy and I were also asked to bring up gifts. Afterwards there was a reception and we shared pictures of you and your sister and talked with some women who had also had great losses this past year. It was a good time of remembering - remembering you - my precious child. I love you. Mommy Close
Soaring With Love Remembrance Service / Mommy Read >>
Soaring With Love Remembrance Service / Mommy
Dear Noah & Abby, Today Daddy and I attended a memorial service at Children's Hospital/United Hospital. The theme was Soaring with Love. It was a beautiful service. We each chose a rock and wrote your names on them. We then were able to listen to beautiful music, watch a choreographed dance and then speak your names and place your rocks with all the other little babies that are being missed so very much. After that, we were able to have a remembrance walk to a common green area and were given a dove. The doves were released in honor of the two of you. The dove was so white and an innocent soul, just like the two of you. It made me long to hold you but also reminded me that you are free from this world. You are free to soar with the angels of Heaven. One day in the future, I will again be able to hold you both - but until then I hope so very much that you always know how very wanted and loved you are here on earth.
For you precious Noah / Lori Mommy 2. Twins Kinsey And Kylee (another angel mom )Read >>
For you precious Noah / Lori Mommy 2. Twins Kinsey And Kylee (another angel mom ) Have a wonderful day in heaven sweet Noah-you and sissy go find Kinsey and Kylee and play in the beautiful gardens of heaven, Love you so ,Lori Kinsey and Kylee's mommy Close
I am so sorry for the loss of your precious lil boy, I know the pain and heartache you feel, I lost my precious baby girl Vanessa Faith in june/06 and my heart aches every day for her as yours does for your little angel, I pray that our angels are together playing, laughing having fun in the heavens above watching over us knowing how we wish they were here with us today,they will be forever in our hearts something we can treasure and no one can take that away,you and your family will be in my prayers and I pray that someday are hearts may find some comfort,God Bless. Sincerley Traci Mommy 2 an angel
Please feel free 2email me anytime if u ever want someone 2 talk 2 my email is tbarnai@yahoo.ca and please feel free 2 visit my lil angel sometime www.vanessa-barnai.memory-of.com keeping u and ur family in my prayers,God Bless,xxxxx
What beautiful babies you have / Candace Gray Read >>
What beautiful babies you have / Candace Gray
Hello, I was honored to visit Noah and Abigail's websites today. Wow, they are both so precious. I am sure that you treasure all the wonderful photo's you have of them. I lost my little boy Tyler at 20 weeks due to Potter's Syndrome. We will al be reunited with our babies one day.
I understand / Kathy~mom To Tiff Ferguson (one who knows )
I am so touched from reading the tribute you gave your babies. Yes, they are in the arms of Jesus and are safe. I know what you are going through, for I lost my daughter Tiffanie 19 years ago yesterday. She also is safe in Jesus' arms. The day before God took her on to Heaven, He gave us our son T.J. I am so thankful for that, for my arms were never empty. I can imagine how it is to have your babies and then lose them in just a little bit. I hope that, like me and my family, you are experiencing God's comfort and peace. I can still remember God's presence in my hospital room after I had had T.J. and lost Tiffanie. It's an experience you never forget, for I can truly say that God carried me through those days and He still does. You say you know that one day you will see Noah and Abigail again. I know that I will see Tiffanie again one day, too. That is because I have accepted Jesus as my own personal Savior. I have a place in Heaven because I have admitted I am a sinner, repented of my sins, and asked Christ to come into my life. I pray that is how you know you will see your twins again, also. If you need someone to help you come to know Christ as your own personal Savior, I would be glad to lead you to Him. Jesus is the only Way. I know that you don't know me, but I understand what you are going through, and would like to get to know you. Feel free to e-mail me at any time. You are in my prayers. God bless you.
I met your parents at the SHARE retreat this weekend. What love I saw in their eyes, what joy you have brought to their hearts. Although you are not here with them physically the spiritual connection to them is as strong as ever. You are such a lucky little guy to have them as a mommy and daddy. Take care of them and help guide them towards their dreams. You will never be forgotten. Noah, what treasures your mom has created in your memory. I feel blessed to have gotten to know them and you and your sister, Abigail.
Sending you butterfly kisses in heaven.
Gara
Mommy of Caroline (3) and Andrew, our angel in heaven.
Its hard to imagine the pain that someone Goes through when they loose a Child ive never felt this pain and i pray i never will, you Noah and Abigail are beautiful little Babies and Im sure are the Brightset starts and the cutests angels in Gods Gardens May u find some solace in time and May they rest in peace xxxxxxx
First Fourth of July / Mommy
Dear Noah and Abby, Today we would have spent your first 4th of July together. How different today would be had you both lived. I miss you each and every second of the day. It has not yet been six months - yet those six months of hurting for you seem much longer. Abby and Noah - Tonight Daddy and I will go to your grave. We bought sparklers so you can look down from heaven and see your grave lit by their golden light. We will also bring you little American flags and 4th of July Teddy Bears to decorate your grave. It is impossible for us to truly celebrate today or any day because you are not with us. Our lives are not and never will be the same. Daddy and I miss you both very much and send our love on Angel's wings all the way to your place in Heaven. Say hi on this 4th of July to Grandpa Rollie and let him know we are missing him greatly as well. I love you both my darlings. Love, MOMMY Close
I know today is Father's Day And you miss me really bad; But if you could see what I see, You wouldn't be so sad.
I have all kinds of playmates And playgrounds everywhere! With swings and slides and Balloon rides that whiz right through the air.
We have ice cream, cake and candy, milk, cookies and punch; We never have to go to bed and we choose what we want for lunch.
There's even a river where you and I could fish, The water's as clear as a day in spring; And beautiful rainbows and fluffy white clouds from which I can see everything!
So you see, daddy, Even though I'm not with you, I'm under my Father's care, And when it's time for you to come, You'll find me waiting right here!
And I'll give you the biggest hug. Gee, I can hardly wait. And when no one's looking, We'll even swing on Heaven's Gate!
I love you daddy. HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!
(written by Jo Ann Taylor for Glenn, the daddy of Darrell and Melody who are waiting in heaven.)
As i sit here reading your story, i have so many tears running down my face.Your story has touched me so much. I to lost a baby boy, i lost my little Boy Tyler on November 20,2006 he only lived for 11 hours, it took me and my husband 11 years before we even got pregnant with him.The pain of losing a child is so unbearable, nobody could ever understand what we are going through unless they have been there themselves. Just know that God will help us through this, he never gives us anything he dont think we can handle. Your angels are so beautiful, there now in heaven playing with My Tyler and having so much fun and smiling down on there families, You are all in my prayers, God Bless you all, love, Lisa Baby Tylers Mommy
Today I am thinking of you and your sister a lot and am having a difficult time. I miss you both I think a little more everyday as I think about what you should be doing at this age. I couldn't wait till I got to hold you in my arms and rock you to sleep. To see you both start sitting up, rolling over, walking and talking would have given me such joy knowing that I would never get those from my own son. You had given me hope and I miss you so much. I love you both.
Memorial Day Remembrance / Mommy
Dear Noah, Yesterday was Memorial Day - an official holiday to mark remembering of those that have died. I prepared for the weekend by buying beautiful flowers to plant at your gravesite. I bought you pink, dark pink and white geraniums, Grandma bought you a beautiful heart and geraniums to surround it, Aunt Kathy brought an iron cross and Grandma Pat brought violets. I also got you and Abby a basket full of beautiful pink flowing petunias. We spent yesterday morning at an outdoor mass at the cemetery. It was nice to pray mass so close to the two of you. But tonight I find myself missing you both more than ever. You are and will forever be my world - Noah and Abby. There is such a huge part of me that is missing. I am not the same person without the two of you. I miss you both so much. When I get this super sad though, I try to keep reminding myself of my faith and my belief in Christ and that one day I will be able to spend not just years, but eternity with you in heaven. I love you both so much and know in my heart you living in the glory of Heaven. Please know you are and will be forever loved. Love, Mommy Close
Messages of Care / Notes From Friends
February 1, 2007 Beth, I am so sorry for your loss of Noah and Abigail. It is times like this when faith is all we can hold onto. Sunshine for tomorrow Beth. One day at a time. Sarah Dickhausen (ALA)
January 29, 2007 Dear,Mrs Brandt Iam very sorry for the unfortunate event that happend on wednesday but I hope that you feel better stay strong and happy about the family you do have. Brandie Wagaman (Achieve Language Academy)
January 29, 2007 Mrs,Brandt I am sorry for your loss and I hope you will feel better soon. You are a great teacher and hope to see you at school soon!!!! Paige Nelson (Achieve Language Academy, MN)
January 31, 2007 I just wanted to let you know my thoughts and prayers are with both of you at this time..I lost my son at 24 years of age so I know a little of your pain..Not all by any means..Homer and I will look forward to seeing you and Toby in class again (hopefully) in the near future Sandie Nelson (St Paul, MN)
Notes from Strangers / Notes From Strangers Read >>
Notes from Strangers / Notes From Strangers
January 29, 2007 We have never met, but we have twin boys. I cannot imagine your heartache at this difficult time. You are not alone today. Ed and Nancy Burns of Anoka
January 29, 2007 I cannot imagine the pain that you both are going through. My prayers and thoughts are being sent your way. A Grandmother
January 29, 2007 My heart and prayers are with you on this day. A Mom of twin boys.
January 29, 2007 When my sister lost her baby boy, her awesome priest told her that God loved him even more than they did and He had to call him home. He also told them that their son would be with God to help them in prayer for their strength. You have a few babies in Heaven praying for you and who you can pray to now for their intercession and help. God bless you and I pray for your strength! A friend you haven't met yet (MN)
January 29, 2007 We are so sorry for the loss of your babies. Our baby boy was born silently one year ago today, we feel for you and our hearts ache at your loss. A Mom and Dad (Blaine, MN)
January 29, 2007 So sorry to hear about the loss of your babies...how heartbreaking for you. Kim (MN)
January 29, 2007 My heart breaks for you. You all are in my prayers. A mom in St. Paul
January 29, 2007 You don't know me but I was deeply saddened by your immense loss, both past and present. Please know you are in my prayers. Pam Tomevi (International Falls, MN)
January 29, 2007 I am so sorry for the loss of your babies. May God hold your angels tight until you see them again. A Mom (MN)
January 30, 2007 I was was deeply touched and saddened when I read of your loss. 2 years ago, my husband and I lost a full-term baby girl. Nothing can prepare you for the immense pain caused by the loss of a child. I hope that time and hope will ease your sorrow. Find comfort in knowing that you are surrounded by people who care...You are not alone. My thoughts are with you. A Mother
Notes from the Nurses / Nurse's Tributes
February 8, 2007 Eric and Beth, I am deeply sorry for the loss of your beautiful babies, Noah and Abigail. I feel honored to have been with you during that hard time, and I am so grateful that I could be there to support you and your family. You and your family are all in my prayers. May you find the strength you need in God and those around you to work through this difficult time. Just know that you have so many people who love you and you will get through this. I wish you and your family the best of luck and I will keep you all in my prayers. Kimberly, RN-United Hospital
February 3, 2007 I feel honored to have had the opportunity to care for all of you during your hosptial stay but feel so saddened for the loss of your beautiful children. Please know that my thoughts and prayers are with you during this very difficult time. Tami S., RN (United hospital, St. Paul, MN)
January 31, 2007 I am deeply sorry for the loss of your cute twins. They were both lucky to have such great parents, family, and friends with them for their days of life. GOD Bless. My thoughts and prayers are with you, your family, friends, & loved ones. Jaclyn ( RN @ United Hospital, MN)
January 30, 2007 I am heartbroken for the loss of your beautiful twins. They were very blessed to have such wonderful parents, family, and friends around them during their short time with us. I am very honored that I was able to care for you at United and witness the birth of Noah and Abigail. My thoughts and prayers are with you during this difficult time. Sincerely, Holly RN